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Super Dualism

by Big Night In

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    Limited run, deluxe 12" vinyl version of our latest album. Interior gatefold contains anaglyph (red and blue) 3D artwork. 3D glasses included!

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1.
Pair O' Dice 02:53
Out the door, it’s getting louder a chain reaction, a fatal fission division somebody turned up the volume soaked in gravity, 24/7 the deafened go outside and drink it in I don’t wanna see it I don’t wanna leave my paradise (paradise) you can feel it on the pavement the concentration, the computation you’ll wish you had some I can’t even turn the news on just poke a hole, and let it bleed in that numbing feeling go outside and bear your skin I don’t wanna feel it I don’t wanna leave my paradise (paradise) it’s hot as hell and it hurts like sin I don’t wanna feel it I don‘t wanna shake a pair o’ dice (pair o’ dice) my bag’s packed, I’m bound to go light a fuse until I pass out got my devices in a row turn up the heavy and bring the lights down in these walls I’ll never ever ever ever know
2.
Sign me up for a big house on half of an acre we’re moving out the suburbs on a white migration it’s not a sense of adventure ‘cause we’re done with the frontier but I can’t live in the city I’ll be renting ‘til I grow old constant reminders of the bigger picture right on your doorstep misfortune and injustice there’s no denying when you’re faced with this each day... and now I’m moving away out here there’s a standard an expected appearance they might have an opinion, (but) you’re unlikely to hear it I’m done talking to people and now I don’t have don’t have to you can’t hear them at all my neighbor can scream ‘til her face turns blue constant reminders of the shitty picture right out your window misfortune and injustice there’s no denying when you’re faced with this each day… now I’m moving away if everyone that I know took a leaf from Thoreau there’d be no place left to go this city’s really gonna miss me
3.
It’s eleven and I think I should forget it but if I do I might regret it if I force myself to have a good time maybe I should ghost without a word I don’t wanna stay here If I had creative success back before I sold off my time I’d have a bed of laurels to rest on instead of faded couches, getting high I no longer have to worry about impressin’ but that’s what I find distressin’ I’ll never see these kids again why would I bother? step out of your head or you’ll be dead before you even get there If I had creative success back before I sold off my time I’d play off my dreams of being a has-been instead of writing what might have been lines
4.
Put in my two weeks and put my stuff in a box I’m quitting you now, I found a good place to stop and if I skip a day it’s ‘cause I don’t know what to say I’m lost for words and it’s bumming me out I’m shutting it down because I’m tired of writing we’ve had a good run but now it’s time to move on I’m too old to have to justify my happinessyeah I’m havin’ a good time loved having you around but the incentive’s all gone don’t call me Gary, you’ll just get a 404 I’m putting it down, I just can’t give any more and if I skip a day it’s ‘cause I don’t know what to say I’m lost for words and it’s bumming me out
5.
Oh Jesus! 03:57
I was not ready to die I thought I’d live a long life oh jesus!some shit is going downand I’m changing my mind this is not how we evolve this is not how we progress sliding down a slippery slope with hell at the bottom (when) it’s not fair I reserve the right to look the other way when you’re not here I refuse to fight and live another day it’s not the end of the world but I feel sure that it is becoming the kind of world that I wouldn’t want to live in this is not how we evolve this is not how we progress sliding down I’ve given up hope that it’s ever getting better (when) it’s not fair I reserve the right to look the other way when you’re not here I refuse to fight to live another day It’s a cop-out but I’m sure I’ll find a way to deny my shame this is not how we evolve this is not how we progress this is not how we evolve this is not how we progress
6.
It’s just game of truth or dare and if you’re having trouble choosing just go with everybody else just like you’re always doing I wonder how long you would last left to you own devices with no one else to call the shots would you sit idle and moronic? I dare you just to take a stand form an opinion of your own don’t just chime in with all your friends have the strength to act alone it’s easy just to pass it on never there at the conception you’re just playing telephone I wonder what you would create suspended in a vacuum with no external influence a light bulb not a reaction I dare you just to take stand form an opinion of your own don’t just chime in with all your friends have the strength to act alone just make a fucking choice
7.
Let me tell you a little story about my friend name Houle and all the shit we stole way back in art school driving aimless on the gravel entertaining bad ideas really no one’s gonna see us we’ll be in and out in seconds burning pocket full of goodies he would never notice, would he? I’m doing good, could always do better and some days, I’m holding it together but mostly it depends on the weather the last thing I need’s a life of leisure later that evening under the cover of denim our drug dealer called we went out and met him then it started to unravel panic headlights in the kitchen pulled a Judas and we ditched him
8.
When is it enough, when is it enough? when is it enough, when is it enough? I‘m racing home with the sauvignon, I’ll try not to stop at the bar you know my slippers are going on as soon as I park the car I’m kinda living it up, I’m kinda digging my rut I’m kinda living it up, I think I’ve partied enough I’m kinda living it up, I’m kinda digging my rut I’m kinda living it up, I think I’ve partied enough I’m kinda living it up when is it enough, when is it enough? this indulgence is getting ridiculous I average 10 hours a night and on the rare occasion I’m liquored up I’ll probably wake up alright, wake up alright
9.
When you show up late ‘cause you started early when you order two ‘cause you’re in a hurry the hour hand is moving faster your fists are clenched and your teeth chatter when you’re buying rounds for perfect strangers and the stumble home becomes second nature you’re old enough, you should know better but for tonight, you’re off the tether when they’re closing the bar and you bail on your car when you’re down the rug ‘cause you spilled all your drugs when you’re holding the floor but you’re asking for more can we go the store? when they’re closing the bar and you bail on your car when you’re down the rug ‘cause you spilled all your drugs when you’re holding the floor but you’re asking for more did you check all the drawers? responsibility don’t matter when standing in the way of pleasure
10.
38 Boxes 04:20
Broken down cardboard life in a pile rambling audit belly full of bile 38 boxes the only part that’s real say something poignant… the room sounds different resonating walls echoing a story written by a thrall 38 boxes one for each year half a dozen weight covered in veneer the sum of a person written in scraps the parts I held on to you never even liked 38 boxes achingly acquired calculating process destined for a pyre can’t bury me with all my love deliver me with all my junk

about

All the noises were tracked between March and June of 2018 at Chuck’s Vegetable Stand, Antioch, IL

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Ben Standage

Cover and 3D illustration by Jeremy Mlodik
Layout and design by Dave Mattfield
Rear jacket photo by Rachel Smith

Extra special hugs to the guests who helped us sing, Derek Dietrich-Muller sang guest vocals on Pair O’ Dice, and Aly Jados guested on Kinda Livin’ It Up

Special thanks to: Emily, Zoe, Milo, Theo, Darren Manninen, Alphonso Bronzo, Mayn and Marie, Mickey Cushing, Vito Nusret, Josh McKinnie, Ben and Megan Dawson, Anna Schabold, Bob Dillon, Dill Robert, The Inventors, Beat The Smart Kids, and Blood People


In Loving memory of Keith Forrest and Joey Shea

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released June 7, 2019

Dave Mattfield - Guitar, Vocals Wahmonics
Ben Standage - Bass Guitar, Vocals, Keys
David Hughes - Drums, Yells, Slapmataz

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